Grief giver, soul killer. I could ruin lives This isn't self flattery, It's my possessive pride. Yet, still I mumble apologies, it seems they're never old. But, the freshness of our purity has since been turned to mold. How many times can I say I'm sorry, before you'll even know? I hope that one day you can trust in me and realize I have grown. Well, now you're in a rut, but you should know this. I know you'll tough it out and you know I'll notice, because I can always tell you at your fullest. I know a smile can keep you afloat. It makes the pressure lessen around your throat. Breathe in that air, here comes the sun. Good days are coming, your course has not run.