It's a blessing that I'm poor, because I'd probably be dead. The liquids I've consumed, what I've put into my head. I know it's a ******* weakness what I'd let myself do. Yet, I'm still thinking clearly and I'm pretending that's the truth. I've never been so happy, though life isn't quite ideal. But, the things that I'm oppressing I've decided aren't real. Still, I smile because I'm happy and I believe in what I feel. Try to find yourself like I have and you'll be better off. Show your teeth as I have and you'll be happy as a god. Just keep your chin up like I do and you appreciate your life. If you continue to be mindless, you'll never really be alive.