My thoughts, are just thoughts. Coming and going as they please. Fragmented, I am broken down in tease. Too scared to take the risk. Not enough money to go out and see people. Its expensive, just for company. Locked in my palace of solace and despair. I surrender to what I am hiding from the world. Keeping all connections online. Staying as isolated one can get. Scared to take the risk. Put myself out there. Guarded.