I wish things would get better already. I'm tired of waiting for what will never come. I know there is a greater plan, a bigger picture. Why can't I get a sneak peek of at the masterpiece? I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of faking. I'm sick of caring. I'm done pretending. I wanna be able to be real. Honest. I don't want to hold anything back. It's time you understand how I feel. Hold on tight. There's no going back now.