I guess I'm too ******* up for you. I'm not 'normal' enough. I'd be the first to admit I have a shitload of problems. I don't feel like I can trust anyone. I'm not good enough for crap. I'm way to nice to people who don't deserve it. I'm tired of being walked on. I'm tired of apologizing. Sometimes I wonder why I'm here. I'd hate to bother you. I'm always here for you, but where are you when I need you? I should stop expecting you to show up. You don't care. But did you ever? I'm' tired of pretending everything is fine. Cause it's not.