I just let them call me broken Because they make it hard to speak I can't help it I'm soft spoken I can't help it that I feel so weak
After the abuse had ended The words continued in my head These voices I had befriended Seemed to only want me dead
They keep me trapped in my past Like a phantom They keep me locked up in the dark With no key They keep me from feeling freedom Because the voices all come from me
Pain took hold of my senses Fear stole the breath from my chest I tried to bolster my defenses I thought it was for the best
Every thought feels like a blade That rips right through my soul In the prison my mind has made My personal hell swallows me whole
All I did was cage myself in with the beast That the monsters had made out of me It tears me apart, my heart as its feast I built walls so no one else can see
The echos of my tears and sorrow Travel through my wounded mind I can't believe I'll be better tomorrow I just pray its hope that I find