I watch you love her from the sidelines. Waiting for my chance to come over and stop it all. Nothing ever comes out of my mouth in time. She leans over to kiss him while I'm trying not to cry. She doesn't know how much I'm dying standing here. I pick up a piece of paper hoping this will be my last time begging for someone To notice me. The visions in my head get stronger and my heart gets smaller. The fear grows while the strength not to listen becomes more hopeless.