I have to get up and out... no more hiding, you have homework, and projects and school... I'm so scared... all this is so much... too much... medical appointment on Wednesday... I don't wanna go... I don't ever wanna leave my room... lock me in here... I'll be safe... I don't need food... Not water either... I'll just sleep here... I'll be okay, better than okay... I'll sleep and I'll be okay... everything will be okay... let me sleep in here Forever...