I'm a broken spoken word poet Who's hurt but doesn't show it The current of despair pulls me below it I'm stronger than this and I know it
My words fall short I grow quiet Though in my mind there's a riot Ill hang my heart out to dry it From the tears I supply it
I have to fight through or die trying I say I'm fine but they know I'm lying Because the pain that I've been denying Keeps me alone and silent while I'm crying
So I'll just keep on writing Ill never give up fighting The sorrow that keeps on biting The darkness that feels so inviting
I just wish someone had told me That my demons can't console me That I didn't have to let them enfold me I'm renewed and they all will behold me
The lies that my mind has sold me Can no longer control me These demons can not hold me Because I'm casting off the old me
I'm turning away from a tortured past I'm through holding dreams not meant to last I'm done feeling drowned and downcast I have my new lease on life and I'm holding fast
I am climbing up from the end of my rope I found faith when I ran out of hope I hit rock bottom sliding down a ***** I prayed when I had no other way to cope
Doing this I found wisdom and understanding With knowledge of peace expanding But letting go seems so demanding As does the pain I'm withstanding