You said you wouldn't do this to yourself again.
"Be strong," you whisper.
Be strong. But how can you?
Tear by tear you get weaker.
Your scars have healed but here we are again, ready to form new scars.
A new scar for that comment that boy said.
A new scar for that friend that betrayed you.
A new scar for every word you swallow.
Here we are again.
A scene that isn't new to you.
A feeling you know too well.
Here we are again.
You break.
And while your family is asleep, you go back to your old ways.
Here we are again.