There it is
again
that funny feeeeling
it will go away if i put it aside long enough
the quiet comprehending of the end of it
it can become overdue
and it could be over soon

What the ****?
Thoughts??
What do I do?
I am just so ******...up
I am just a special kind of ******
So maybe I should stop
I dont want a little bit of everything all of the time
I just want to leave this world better than I found it
just outplayed, outclassed for that one
that one dream
they insanity is trying is the same thing expecting something....
diferrent, new, better
so i must be insane to want it
want that to be my dream
last time wont be the last time I try either