for once i felt i will be immortal or maybe live a thousand years with him by my side, holding hands, having babies together in misery together forever.
that one invisible memory BURNING BURNT
for once i felt i shall reach the heights where nobody could touch i shall rock i will smile i shall travel i will sigh now the almost-next-to-impossible dreams seem hard because i'm not patient. for i shall do harm to myself so the aspirations too i watch them BURNING
and so they are finally BURNT
all i am doing is watching then burn and they are all now turning into white ashes
white b'*** i will not anymore metaphorise them to dark demons that will someday rip me apart and break me down because i will someday not let 'em get burnt anymore*
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this poem really has no point but i just wrote it because as of now,my state of mind ...