like an ocean during a storm its never calm whether I'm here or with you in the moment its rivers don't stop flowing i have to endure its constant screaming for help. for peace, for silence! i ask you to be quiet for one minute, please stop your cries!
do i have to crease existence for you to crease this piercing noise?
there was a day when i couldn't sleep. i couldn't because i was thinking of so many things and my mind would just continue throwing intrusive thoughts at me when i tried to pacify it. it was so intolerable, i had to take my first sleeping pill. i don't like pills.