i’m living in a depression room again
the hurt inside me screaming to get out
but i see no way out
it’s surreal to be living this way
while seeing all my missed opportunities and my failed potential
who i could be
but instead i‘m stuck on the ground
i can‘t get up, i can‘t get better
i wanna soar high up in the sky
i wanna be somebody
but i’ve failed my younger self
in fact i’ve lost her
and currently i’m nobody

how burdensome it all seems
everyone around me managing more than fine and creating wonderful things on the way
while i am here
the floor is what catches me
when gravity hits
and once again my life and what comes with it is feeling heavy
so all i can finally say is
gravity