Yesterday I was consumed in manic thought Trapped amongst the ruins of the kingdom lost Spiraling without direction in turbulent cyclones of an even greater hurricane I've ridden so many possessed winds before But these gusts were more than tumultuous airy waves They were furious fireballs scorching past my cool skin So fast I could not make out their purpose I could not decipher the reason I was so lost in these thoughts But I didn't want to escape this storm I wanted to weather it
You watched me from the observatory And although you read the forecast as clearly as I You refrained from offering shelter, even if my refusal was certain I grabbed at the lettered sparks trailing the flames flying past And collected incomplete sentences that burnt into my cupped hands Enough to fill the blanks and grasp a vague understanding Enough to finally speak what was heavy on my mind To break the silence of feeling your loud eyes upon my troubled thought And to voice words you already knew were coming
We listened to a song the previous day Lyrics already retained gave way for her spoken words to be remembered And I remembered them, and in mind they echoed calling my attention Encouraging my comprehension to call upon understanding To push speculation in order to pull out thought in a single thread My mindful spinning wheel kept turning as the threads emerged And rolled of my tongue in woven sentences Yet you didn't pick up the ends to help me fold my tapestry of fate Truthfully it grew and your unmoving feet bore down upon it You had to go before you trampled all of our future