I've coughed up enough phlegm in my life to fill oceans pale blood-less skin lies below my melanin the tantalizing desire- to rip limb from limb anyone who questions the spare shreds of my power has a strong grip on me- and holds me stagnant through the tsunamis of emotions that threaten to subdue me to that of submission the cold manner I've been treated with has scarred my skin all the poisons I've swallowed has made me venomous