there are days where you just think blankly think, and wonder why certain things happen to people. you wanna give up, but at the same time you don't. you're feeling hopeless, but you're trying to look for something hopeful, even if it's just a small thing.
I want to be gone, but at the same time, I just want this to end. we're all sad, but there are times where we just crave to be happy.