I blame it on my traits, my conditions but it's really got me wishing I didn't gotta deal with it all some days plenty of people with good talent & good taste getting washed up, burnt out, & put to waste depression that stay for days always feeling like I'm running out of time and taking up too much space in the land of the free land of me, me, me everyone's hearing but no one's really listening the land of demanding consideration from those who consider no one land of the free, but only for some doesn't feel like one self aware sinkholes getting angry from internet trolls easy to spark passion in me easy for me to **** it up & do something embarrassing I'm feeling burnt out pushing through, that's what it's all about resilience is a compliment only when I'm in the thick of it when I catch my breath, I don't wanna hear it gimme some deeper validation I've been riding off of fumes of my passion I wanna feel a little less intense but I blame it on my traits, my conditions they make things such a mess but shifting the way I see it always makes it easier to live with I'm not a mess from another perspective I think I'm different just like you