You may think
That the running blood
Would be the most painful

You are so wrong

The most painful is lying there
When the voice that used to touch you
Can't even reach you
Usually it could make you cry
And that helped a lot
It would touch your feelings
Make you feel alive
Now..
You just lay there
You need open cuts to feel alive
The high notes, the strong words
You almost thought was written for you
Isn't enough

And yes
The bruises are painful
But not near as bad
As being dead
inside

- *Emmatell