You are not anymore here,
The months seem like decades.
Feels like it was only yesterday,
Yet seems as if it were so long ago.

Life feels empty without you near,
I smile yet it's as I am playing charades.
I wish it were my decision for you to stay,
Heart feels so cold as if there is snow.

Never will I run low on tears,
Wishing you were not gone I've prayed.
Skies blue some days are now gray,
Slowly yet surely my heartache grows.