this is the first time I've been seriously single in five years and its honestly refreshingly boring. I love not having to run my thoughts by anyone else but myself. I love just waking up and only thinking about myself for that day. I love how my entire existence revolves around my choices and how I want to spend them. but that being said, its incredibly boring sometimes. I want to share my mind with someone other than myself. its not even affirmation that I crave, it would just be nice to hear something else than just my own thoughts echoing back at me.