I'm sorry for being me I'm sorry for having too many flaws I'm sorry that I've pushed you away I'm sorry I don't say much anymore I just don't know what to do I'm sorry I'm so hard to understand Too complicated for anyone to stay I guess that's why everyone ends up leaving me Don't worry, I'd leave me too I'm sorry that I don't have an explanation as to why I'm so sad I don't know how to change that I'm sorry I don't have motivation to save myself anymore I'm giving up on me Just like you did too I'm sorry I'm constantly anxious and biting my nails I'm sorry that when you speak I'm just silent and cold I'm sorry that I'm down sometimes I try not bother you with my problems "I'll be okay I promise" I lie time and time again You believe me and think I'm fine But in reality I'm never going to be okay and that really scares me