I wonder what it will be like when I am old and grey It seems so distant and yet I know it's not that far away Will my children love me still will they think I served them well Will they treasure the childhood I gave to them Or feel it was pure hell Will they lock me in a nursing home and let me die alone Will I spend each early night sitting by a silent phone Is it possible my biggest thrill will be a doctor's visit I dred these thoughts and yet they come to haunt me I hope that life is good and sweet I know I have but one chance There is no big repeat I hope I will leave the world a little bit sweeter I hope I can stay balenced and not end in a teeder