I am an extreme. I am many extremes. I am so far into the rabbit hole in so many different directions that people cannot keep up. I am undoubtedly someone in such a precise, detailed, confident way while others look blurry. To be what I am in this point in time in this place is very hard. I am not confused. I am so sure of all the things that others donβt even know exist. So when I show them it, there is only fear, confusion, and anger. I can only give them time to learn what there is inside of them. But to see them grow is so beautiful. If I all I can do to help is watch, it would be an honor. Where do I go from somewhere, while everyone is going there from elsewhere? I have not reached the edge, the top, the limit. But mine is different from theirs. I do know that.