it takes so much to stay away
I am addicted but I say
I can stop at anytime
huh... remember when you were mine?

it takes so much for me to be
smiling in this happy weather
the sun is warm but I do not feel it
rather, I think to when we were together.

it takes too much out of me
but this is self inflicted
like tides upon the shore,
without my moon I am conflicted.
with too much room, I am somehow restricted.