Eventually it always comes down to the same question.
Hold onto hope that everything we’ve been through will be a part of the journey, & that one day it will all be worth it. To not give up on her, but to give her time. Love her with all my heart and wait. Because one day she’ll see it, that one day we’ll both be old enough finally.
Or let go.
Give up on the one person I saw more than could ever imagine, let her go because getting hurt repeatedly by her is just too much. To accept that she will never love as much as I loved her. She doesn’t understand what kind of love that is, how could she? She’s never been at that low point where you meet that one person who inspires you to be more, to be better. To accept that she’d rather stay in her own ways, that she will always lie when she says she cares for me and loves me. Because if she did, she would’ve tried. No lies, no cheating.
So what’s it going to be?
Hold on through the storm?
Or let go?