I'm full of anxiety, doubts filling my thoughts now I'm full of "PTSD" I've got no personal space. Always anxious for the worse, I've been doubting my worth. I'm damaged inside and out. Emotionally in danger, I smile at a stranger. The way they hurt me.... makes me feel like everyone's after me The way I was left, the way everyone laughed and mocked me. I'm sick of the hurt, with every beautiful promises lied away some discomfort. ***** the difference? Why do I owe you? **** everyone and ******* too! Ope, I'm sorry I'm impulsively bipolar, I'm full of disorders. Detachment issues too. I hate change but I don't want some things to go away. At the same time I miss the old days. I flinch, I struggle, I cry, and I'm angry. I'm emotionally damaged.