Oh to write about death. The sweet surrender of the lost self. Like a shadow cast against the light, I am but a nothing in this world of everything. Should I come to terms with my self-hatred, I would do everything in my power to end my life. The solemn activist of my own will. I do not deserve to live. This is a letter for me, should I still be alive after the 25th of April 2022. Hold on to your anger. Hold on to your self-loathing. **** yourself, again and again, if given the chance.