I GOT EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED FROM THE PANDEMIC. ISOLATION, THE MISERY, SUFERING, I KNEW WOULD GROW ME INTO A GREATER MAN. TO LEAD THE ONES WHO COULD NOT STEP TO. FOR I LOVED THEM MORE THAN MYSELF. FOR THEY ARE ME AS MUCH AS I THEM.
I CAPTURED AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF THE OPPURTUNITY. FROM IT, I HOPE I AM GIFTED PROSPERITY AS WELL AS THE LOVE I HAD ALREADY GAINED FROM IT. THE LOVE I WANTED, I GOT, FROM MYSELF. POSSIBLY FROM WHAT GOD GAVE ME. GROWING PAST THOSE BARRIERS GROWS PAST THE ARROGANT AND THE UNKNOWING IGNORANT.
I KNOW I AM WORTHY OF THE LOVE BECAUSE I WOULD GIVE AS MUCH AS I CAN OR COULD AWAY TO SOMEONE IN NEED. I KNOW ANYONE IS WORTHY OF THE LOVE, AS I AM.
YOU ARE THE MILITANT ALL-KNOWING JUDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL? DID YOU EAT THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT THAT TOLD YOU SUCH? I GUESS IT TRUELY IS OUR ORIGINAL SIN FOR A REASON.
THE DEVIL LURKS IN OUR SOCIETAL CONSTRUCTION. QUESTION EVERYTHING.
even he could possibly be forgiven one day. if time were unlimited, i only hope.