i was in a terrible dark place
among unknown terrors
and i held on so tight
i suffocated you.
i don't apologize for it.
i apologize for not being more for you in hard times; i had to strengthen and decipher the hieroglyphs of emotion.
and i hope you'd forgive me, for not listening in my survival instinct, for i know how much i can be for you now, listening so closely to your heart that it seemed everyone else passed by.