i told you it was just that time of year again and you asked me what i meant as though you haven't been there that time of year every year and every year that time of year seems to get longer and every year i seem more eager for it to come around because this time of year is better not good but the rest is worst this is the time of year i set myself on fire and see who burns out faster me or everything i touch me or the world and every year i lose but i'm getting better i can make the game last longer i learned how to fuel my own flames and you've always known how to make me burn bright maybe one year you'll be there to see me win
but i know you won't because there's no wining i'd have the game run into infinity if i could but the high can't last and once i'm out of steam i know you'll be leaving again because you don't know how to love me when the fire has gone out you only know how to love a ******* top of the world not one who can't get out of bed