I read everything you write
I am your biggest fan
And one day you’ll forget me
But until then
You'll reside in that same little corner in my mind

It’s hard not knowing what you’re doing
We never talked every day
But we could have
Just knowing that I can’t call you when I need you
That’s the hardest part

You never know what you have until it’s gone
I never understood that phrase until now
Because you’re gone, temporarily, but you are
And it’s hard to function without you

I’m going through rough things
And since I was just an adolescent
You’ve been there
We grew up together
And now I have to do this alone

You’d be proud of me, I think
I’ve stayed strong, stayed golden
I promised you that I would
And I’d like to think I’m doing my best

I miss hearing your voice
I miss the occasional “thinking of you” text
I miss reading what you write
Because I’ve read it all
I’m your biggest fan

I hope you’re still writing out there
Because I know that’s what you were made for
You’re going to do great things
And this is just the first step

So even though I miss you
I know that you’re doing what’s right
I hope you’re staying golden too
Because you deserve the best

I’ll never forget you
I’ll always be here
I’m your biggest fan