i often stare outside my window and imagine things that i know i should think of yet.
its so compelling to know that one day, i will just die, and maybe never be remembered.
i don't fear death, but i know that once the day comes that i die, i will be ready for anything.
but thats why i try to make my time feel like its going slower rather than faster. because when i die i want to remember all the thing i did. all the things that will make people want to remember me.