im going crazy everytime i feel the numbness taking root inside my limbs it makes me sick it makes me dream of cars slipping over me im losing my **** mind each day calculating when ill be able to walk if ill be able to move when ill have the strength to shower my body is rotten and so am i i want to die i want to live brighter i dont have the force for it i wanna rot in peace
18.01.2022 my body giving out for months due to anxiety