I lie awake at night wishing I held you tighter kissed you longer and loved you better I still remember the first time I fell asleep next to you the first time you held my arm to your chest as we were drifting off I remember the soft kisses on my face when you thought I was asleep I remember the feeling of your weight on my chest as I held you close I remember how your head fit below my chin whenever I pull you closer Those moments were everything I ever dreamed of And I thought I would finally have it forever But in between those soft moments were hard truths You went in with baggages full of disappointments I went in full of insecurities and second-guessing I had to live up to righting the wrongs of people who hurt you Because, I guess, that's the only way I could keep you It wasn't right, but I tried I failed and you saw that I would never succeed Thank you for cutting the tie Thank you for letting me go Because I wouldn't have walked away myself Someday, we'll be okay Someday, you won't carry those baggages around with you anymore Someday I'll find someone I can have a fresh start with And maybe someday, we'll see each other And we'll be thankful for the lives we chose for ourselves