you are the shiver down my spine
the sinking feeling in my stomach
the stone that trips me up

you are the one that got away
but is still right here

you are the one I can’t get over
you are the one I can’t get back

you are the wind I’m grasping at
the dream I am already forgetting
but the feeling sticks around

you are the one I’ve always wanted
you are the one I’ve never had

you’re the best thing that ever happened
and the worst I’ve ever known

I don’t love you
It’s just lust
I tell myself so I can sleep
I have no feelings left inside me
nothing left to give to you
I poured myself out
now I’m empty
wish that you would bring me back