Why do I have to lose my eye sight? I've got tears drowning my sunlight. Maybe I should just ignore me, myself, and I. P.T.S.D & S.A.D ******* with me and my personality. Trauma on repeat every time someone criticized me. You've argued and assumed I'm a narcissistic sociopath. Used my weakness as your strength and made me believe I'm a hypochondriac. Just let me lay in bed silently. I've got enough mental struggles hitting me violently. The sky is just as cold and dark as the bottles laying next to me. Depression winning scars on my body, I'm just so lonely.