I wish it didn’t hurt
I wish I could say that all I am is angry
That I don’t care
I wish I could look you in the eye
Without feeling such conflict
I wish I stopped loving you
When I started hating you
I wish you never had me
I wish you’d been happier
I wish you’d been nicer
I wish that I could have two parents
I wish we weren’t fighting all the time
I wish you understood me
I wish I didn’t care when I saw you in pain
Because of my words
I wish I could leave, and feel satisfied
I wish I hated you for how you’ve hurt me
I wish you would leave me alone
I wish you would hug me more
I wish you’d stop asking about my life
I wish I could tell you about my day
I wish I knew you when you were younger
I wish you didn’t love me
I wish we weren’t like this
I wish you didn’t hurt me
I wish you still couldn’t
I wish I was detached from you and could leave without feeling guilty
I wish I didn’t love you anymore
I just wanted you to be proud