Would it be so much to ask
That you treat me
As only a person
And not a hole
As only a friend
And not a hole
As only a loved one
And not
Just
A hole
Please
Oct 1, 2025
Oct 1, 2025 at 12:57 AM UTC
I wish it didn’t hurt
I wish I could say that all I am is angry
That I don’t care
I wish I could look you in the eye
Without feeling such conflict
I wish I stopped loving you
When I started hating you
I wish you never had me
I wish you’d been happier
I wish you’d been nicer
I wish that I could have two parents
I wish we weren’t fighting all the time
I wish you understood me
I wish I didn’t care when I saw you in pain
Because of my words
I wish I could leave, and feel satisfied
I wish I hated you for how you’ve hurt me
I wish you would leave me alone
I wish you would hug me more
I wish you’d stop asking about my life
I wish I could tell you about my day
I wish I knew you when you were younger
I wish you didn’t love me
I wish we weren’t like this
I wish you didn’t hurt me
I wish you still couldn’t
I wish I was detached from you and could leave without feeling guilty
I wish I didn’t love you anymore
I just wanted you to be proud
Apr 4, 2022
Apr 4, 2022 at 4:04 AM UTC
It always makes complete sense
Or absolutely none at all
Mostly it’s the second
And the second means the first to fall
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 3:08 PM UTC
We’re leaving bruises in the shapes of handprints in our effort to hold on to eachother
While being pulled apart
Your grip could break every bone in my body
And I’d be grateful you held on
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 3:05 PM UTC
“I could live a thousand lives
And your eyes would calm me in all of them”
You said to me
As if people still spoke that way
They were words from a time before ours
When people still wore their hearts on their sleeve
And I knew then,
That I could never let you go
And no matter what should happen
I’d know you forever
Jun 10, 2021
Jun 10, 2021 at 5:09 PM UTC
I know why I was running as fast as I could
I know why I still felt as though I wasn’t good
When everyone else understood what was said
While I was thinking what’s wrong with my head
The signs were all there
I wish I had known
I wish I had seen them
Each time they had shown
No I am not lazy
Nor am I dumb
I am not broken
And there’s no need to run.
Yes I still need them
To speak to me different,
I need things explained to me
Slowly, just need a second
My brain works differently
And I sense more than most
I hear the electricity
Louder than your voice when you talk
There’s no race that I’m running
So I can’t be behind
I do things my own way
that works for my mind
I’m different than them
But that’s nothing wrong
I’ve learned a lot about me
And who I’ve been all along
I am at peace now
I know where I belong
I’ve found others just like me
I’m not helpless after all
I am just me
And you are just you
And we are both different
Your needs are special too.
Feb 5, 2021
Feb 5, 2021 at 9:44 PM UTC
18
What a strange age
Expected to grow up
Expected to change
But there is a problem
With what they request,
I’m not quite done growing
And I’m still quite a mess
They tell me I’m ready
That I have to move on
Won’t somebody tell me
Where my childhood’s gone?
What are these taxes?
Why must I move out?
If I haven’t the money,
Shall I sleep on the ground?
Nobody told me
How to accept
The loss of my childhood
As a normal event
It may not have been nice
And it may not have been good
And I might have been through stuff
That no child should
But I am not ready
To give it all up
To trade for my hours,
Everyday at a job
I don’t know how to fight it
I’m not sure I can
But at least I am finding
The person I am
At 18 I’m growing
And I’ll keep in my hand
That of another me,
The one of my Past
Nov 11, 2020
Nov 11, 2020 at 5:29 PM UTC
I only wish that I could tell you
what the world is going to do
But if you can't tell I don't have a clue
My whole world is upside down
May 11, 2020
May 11, 2020 at 12:37 PM UTC
The stars
Little whispers of light
In an otherwise silent void
Music
Little glows of sound
In an otherwise pitch black house
A hug
A sweet embrace
In an otherwise bitter day
Mar 1, 2020
Mar 1, 2020 at 5:50 PM UTC
i've been staring out of this window
for so long
i can't tell who's
gone
me
or
the people i can't see
Mar 1, 2020
Mar 1, 2020 at 5:39 PM UTC