i want to be seen
i want to be appreciated and loved
i feel like i have so much to give
i feel like i have so much beauty gto give
i feel i have so much spirit

i want to love myself
i want to be loved
i want to feel love
i want to feel love
i want to feel love
i don't want to be invisible
i don't want to be buried
i don't want to be bruised
i don't want to be pushed away
i don't want to be thrown away
i don't want to be stepped on
i don't want to be scarred
i don't want to be unloved

i don't want to be trapped here
i want to be in his arms
and i don't want to share him
i don't want to
iwant to give him my love i want hislove
i don't wanna be sad idont wanna feel this
idont wanna cause stress i didnt mean to be a burden
i didnt mean toi didnt mean to hurt anyone
ididnt mean to be here im sorry
i dont know why im crying i dont know why im fighting
i dont know anymore i just dont know im trying to think im trying to feel
im trying to get over it im trying to let go im trying to be me

why am i here cryingagain
whyam ihere in this pain again
ive triedsohard to keep thisaway
ive tried so hard to keep it away
im trying so hard to be good
im trying to be lovable imtryingto be a kindperson
i just want acacia to be loved i want acaciato love
i wnat acacia to be in his arms i want acacia to love him and i want acacia to
be special to him i want acacia to be his favorite i want acacia to be his only
i want acacia to outshine them all for him because im his angel no one else is
i want to be  special i want this month to be over
i want to be there i wish i could deal with this sudden pain why did this happen to me why did this come why did this happen why am i down again what about me im not a bad person i promise im trying im not being bad i promise im not trying to hurt anyone i promise i just want to scream i just want to scream so loud so loud