The emptiness in my heart fills up my head Silent motion in the dark that crowds up my bed And I feel so light I'm barely making a dent in my mattress Now I fear the doubt is starting to compliment my sadness I'm an open book But all you'll read is dampness If you like scribbles maybe you can untangle this madness Cause Lord knows I've tried but I end up on a blank page And I'll spend my weekends filling it up for days I'm fond of the clouds But I adore the sun rays I hope can still hear the laughter Everytime a child plays Locked in my room where the covers they smother my mood Until all this gloom somehow becomes understood