Dropped shield and sword, I run from bad company I pray to the Lord, but the word doesn't come to me I weep cause people act like they hate me I get sleep but no rest to rejuvenate me I am like a dad but childless Or a cat with its claws removed; powerless I speak words yet have nothing to say Whether silent or loud people ask away What's wrong? Have you gone astray? How long will you continue to lay? My heart is bitter, my lullabies sullen I am no quitter, I'm simply fallen