There is a secret chamber on my crib Secret enough to hide me when I want to leave behind the world Secret enough to shelter me when I am alone
I usually go to the secret chamber Sit there for hours and hours and plus some minutes, just to sit there Sitting there I think about many things Many things from world and beyond world Many things about horses of our world and Unicorns which are beyond our world Many things about rainfall in the monsoon and Stars shower beyond our world and many things which makes sense and things that doesn't make any sense except to me
I love my secret chamber For the peace it gives For the turbulence it settles down For freshness and the energy afterwards
And I noticed today, Since many days Many things I think about, in my secret Chamber has been all about you many things all about you!
I was connecting you with many things things happening and that has happened to me, around me I was drawing pictures of you, flying on my pet unicorns My unicorn would take you above the clouds and I would come there from the secret pass of my imagination Just to see how happy you are How excited you have been
I connect you Making equations of your and my principles your activities relating to mine your necessities compared to mine just to make sure there is a balance of emotions and logic
Today, i was taking a nap on my chamber where I had a dream about you you were gone your weren't playing with my unicorn and your parts were all gone from my equations
Terrified I woke up I was drenched in sweat and trying hard to find some air My secret chamber gave me no more peace I felt jailed inside I felt I was under custody of my imagination my desires and my own dedication
I cannot think of anything else I am just waiting for you to come back and hold me again
I was told then, by someone inside my head you got reasons to leave
just like that, you leave! and reasons???
I have been hearing gossips about you being imaginary but you make sense to me how can you not be real?
and I also hear you being a bad dream
I don't know If it was supposed to be Good I don't care if it is not good at all All I know is I still care All I care is if YOU are here!
because Since many days, on my secret chamber I have been thinking about many things many things all about you without you, I have nothing to do Without you, I am who?