I wanted to be your comfort every night
I wanted to fix you when your heart would ache
I wanted to take in every word you say
I wanted to kiss your body with mine again
I wanted to be your strength when your bones became weary
I wanted to be your inspiration when the world was ugly
I wanted to be your warmth, a muse, a goddess
I wanted to be your home to come back to every night
I wanted this to happen outside of my wishful thinking.