I'm in great depression in life that is my main obsession it holds me like I am their own possession wants me to say "I'm fine" instead of my real emotion keeps my feelings with succession comes out of nowhere & attacks me with such aggression only leads me to one direction sadness, madness, numbness, & no other kind of expression I tried to say my confession of how it goes through progression at times it gives me an impression that I'll be better soon, instead I am left with its ******* also tells my mind to have some session speaks to me all about my imperfection it gets scary in there with all the tension saying I am some sort of infection that needs to be a suspension eternally telling me a suggestion for all it wants to mention is to end it all & leave everyone out with no some sort of connection so it will leave me hanging with no protection to vanish myself in front of a mirror & see my own reflection of how I'm not such a great exception and I'm not at all a perfection