you kiss my lips, and after, i look into the dark spot of your eyes and i search for your soul. i was so sure i would find you there, hiding behind your pupils, which have grown so wide in the dark of the room. your thoughts, i reckoned, would present themselves to me like abstract art painted on the canvas of your mind. and though i stared into your eyes i found nothing but blue and black discs staring right back. but if eyes are the windows to your soul, please leave them open for me to climb right in.