This porched morning stretches oceanward, until it rains. This is no happy summer: it is weighty pondering it brings heaven to earth in a bolt of lightning it electrifies the sea and casts airbrushed stripes of light atop the horizon but it does not rain yet. The shore is damp from the night before - a thousand half-thought words pattered down smack, smack, smack little bird feet running towards and away. They smell rain, coming soon again they love the wind preceding. The air is expectant, whipping pages back and forth and back and forth the book will finally snap shut when it rains. The ocean rears and curls and sways unsteadily nature inhales and bites cold. It feels almost wrong to be here, now, solitary without sun awaiting the rain.