i quicken, not for the ghostyard but its house, whose monotheist message, the missionary's charge, has long eclipsed the sacred mist that birthed my sacrilegious soul, which worships wood unscarred by nails- cascading birch, midsummer pole-- a rotted stump the missing grail. i've seen the sun come through the leaves to wake the boys who stayed up late, young satyrs with their lust relieved, imagining the girls they'd date. we had no parson preaching sin, no other world to lose or win.