You broke me
split me down the middle
without even uttering a single word
somehow you saw
all the bad parts of me
and made them  numb,
at least for a little while
that was the worst and the
deepest most fragile parts of me
but you aren't here,
now
and you took with you that numbness
so we're done now
I'm sick of everything you've left behind
now I can't go back
I don't believe it
I never wanted to be loved, not by anyone
especially you
and it wasn't enough
your choices, not mine
but I still punish myself
you cloud my mind
you're everything I want but
I still can't believe
you saw the worst in me