I  don't know how to explain myself
i'm 'tired'
'broken'
'a mess' would be the easiest way to describe this shell that is me
I don't know how I got here and I try to play it cool but
all my trust is fading
I can't continue lying
no other words could be spoken
I'm living with regret
yet I keep to myself
I don't know the person inside
my shell
there's a hole in my heart where
you used to fit, back then
I'd do it over again
but you meant so much more to me than I ever did to you
There's no one else to blame
I brought this on myself
I hope you're listening
because I couldn't forget you, even if I tried
I wish you luck and
you weren't a waste of my time at all
how did we get here?